seams so carefully stitched
closed with Kevlar
covered in callous
undone
beauty broke me open
now my insides sit before me
tears i don't have
still coming
a dam destroyed
fuck
hold it together
repatch it up
tape
paperclips
i can't keep going like i never saw it
i can't keep numb like i never heard it
how can something so soft
tear me to shreds
disintegrated
piece by bloody piece
all of me on the floor
streaming
a puddle of tears
dried up tears
where did they all come from
how do I put myself back together
the pieces aren't pieces
they are molecules
and each one is exhausted
put what back together
why
a chord
a voice
that voice
penetrating so deep
past every wall
every lock
its every key all at once
all my boundaries blurred
it's like being haunted from the inside
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